RED the Unsociable.5488.
No one knows me.
I'm a hated person.
Love dance, the only thing that embraced me with open arms.
Love to eat, drink and do some sports.
Love to drive, getting license and a car soon.
"Jadey" Jade
TAGBOARD________________
LINKS_____________________
Aloysius "Shindoz"
Seow Ting "Sentimental Ting"
Su Ling "Forest"
Yimin "Barley"
Lavone "One Lav"
Jannson "Beatbox Jing"
Darren "Big Man"
S Her Main "Shinno"
INSPIRATIONS______________
Yokoi as Newstyle Judge for Juste Deboute
COUNTER___________________
I'm drifting away from dance already.
Not because I lose my passion, its because I lost my interest in where its placed.
Been in NRA for 3 years already, long time, train like mad.
Tried different things, always someone better.
Practised so much of basics, always someone stronger.
Tried to join a competition, had bad luck with the members, just don't click.
Maybe I should start learning bboy or something, hopefully I would be included in some sponsor for studio and stuff, NRA is no longer a place I go to, its a place i love to shun from.
Old already, alumnis like me are to be erradicated from NRA, only those precious members will be kept.
I won't come back though, I don't think I ever will.
I suck at dancing, I tried to make my own style, but people always see it as I'm biting their friend's style. Common idiocy, i assume.
But nevermind, I will still continue to dance, my way.
Maybe not that much any longer but then still dance my way up.
Maybe go join some studio or something, NRA's really hopeless for me already.
I use to love and adore and cherish NRA so much, but it really doesn't reward you for your utmost effort.
So I guess sooner or later I will leave the land of sorrows and disappointment and go somewhere else.
Maybe I'm not cut out for dance, not as talented as fredy, not as charismatic as ken, not as hardworking as anyone else in the entire god-damned club.
Its not I'm lazy to begin with, its the gradual process that makes me lazy to train.
Seriously speaking from my point of view, I think the club lacks the freestyle factor. But its cool anyway, I lived my life through it for 3 years, I thank them for making me into a dancer.
Not a good one but at least I know I can own other people in later parts of my life if its ever going to be of any use.
Once again,
I really love NRA, just that it doesn't like me.
I love dance to my core, but it just seems that my core is not enough for it.
Good night everyone.
posted @ 6:25 AM |