Sometimes, I just have to tell myself.
No everyone will appreciate you the way others though.
Some would treat you like gold.
Some treat you like dirt.
Living life like normal would seem just.
But I beg to differ that one shouldn't achieve higher.
Sometimes life just needs to take a fall in order to realise how high it is.
I haven't got a chance to take a fall, thus I really don't know how high I can climb.
I know I can climb higher, I just have to reach for it as much as possible.
I really have to care about myself, always enjoying and playing games.
I've totally forgot about my future and what lies ahead of me.
I've forgotten that my aim in life is not to enjoy.
But to forge happiness for others.
Somehow I feel that I don't feel happy most of the times.
Which explained why my audition for Electrico's MTV was a failure.
Because I can't bring myself to smile.
But I almost made myself cry in front of the camera when they wanted sad expression.
Idiocy.
Maybe I can play the role of a crybaby.
That would be great.
RED.
posted @ 6:15 AM |