RED the Unsociable.5488.
No one knows me.
I'm a hated person.
Love dance, the only thing that embraced me with open arms.
Love to eat, drink and do some sports.
Love to drive, getting license and a car soon.
"Jadey" Jade
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Aloysius "Shindoz"
Seow Ting "Sentimental Ting"
Su Ling "Forest"
Yimin "Barley"
Lavone "One Lav"
Jannson "Beatbox Jing"
Darren "Big Man"
S Her Main "Shinno"
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Yokoi as Newstyle Judge for Juste Deboute
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It may not be a hint to me.
At least she lets me know,
she wants me to move forward.
She's becoming so much like me now.
So much, its hilarious.
Exactly what I did last thing,
she's doing it now.
HER TURN to ask me to change.
Its lame yeah I know.
Last time I beg her like siao,
please change, please change.
NOW SHE CHANGE.
And she "xian" me not successful.
Want me to change.
And she wants to interact with more people.
To get more experience.
Like finally!
But she drop the relationship so lightly,
to sacrifice for the change.
Which I totally disagree.
If you'll look at this blog again,
you'll come to understand.
Exactly how hard I want you to change,
yet I still love you no matter what the outcome was.
Until now, all the wrongs I have done,
I'm making it up for it.
Don't say I'm wasting money, energy and time on you.
That was what you did for me.
And I appreciate it.
I won't die sacrifice for you,
don't be stupid.
I am self sufficient, thats why I can give out some of the extras for you.
Cause I don't intend to keep the rest for myself nor anyone.
Thats maturity my dear,
not the way you look at it.
See got good looking guys, wanna interact with them.
Using the term as an excuse.
Please, you want to change and you want me to change.
The relationship can stay.
Don't break it off and give unreasonable reasons.
Make you hate me more?
Please, you're not thinking straight.
I hated you for one part of my life,
when you did what I am doing now.
But I salvaged my other half,
that half, that loved you so much when we got together.
Like what you said, "Wynne and Glen found their feelings for each other back"
Now I know what its like.
Although they didn't last long, but I know that feeling exists.
And I am having it now, just that its not your turn yet.
I can give you years of wait,
but I can tell you one thing.
I will be SUCCESSFUL in life when I ask for your hand again.
Even before, I just want you to know.
I destined myself to make you my Mrs.
And I will work hard for it.
RED.
posted @ 1:25 AM |