Have to change to keep up with her.
She's giving all her time to her friends.
Because I'm not inside her priority list.
I know there are tons of fishes in the ocean..
But sorry I think I picked my one already.
I use to say I only love 2 women in my life,
now I will gladly say, I love 3 women in my life.
My grandma (24.4.2005) RIP
My mother
And you Kai Feng.
Yes you, don't look away.
I made up my mind.
You made me realised how important you play in my life.
How much vibrancy you have created when you stepped into my life.
I didn't value the sentimental greatness we share.
I was naive, and green in relationships.
I thought I can get better ones,
but I realised, you ARE the better one.
I realised my mistakes.
But you're already leaving the boat.
So now I am digging straight into my heart,
to pour out whatever I have left.
To make up whatever I can,
not to make you come back.
But to leave the boat with you together.
I believe in you Kai Feng,
I hope you will believe in me too.
Let me try all over again,
from the start, anew.
I will still choose to woo, court, like and love you.
Because you're not only my girlfriend.
You've become my soulmate.
I know what I want already,
I know what I need.
I want a happy family,
of course what I need is you.
I want to lay the roads with you,
a future together.
I will work hard, but please don't ignore me.
Give me more attention, more priority.
So I know, I'm working hard for our sake.
I'm wrong to be a loser,
I should never have been one.
I can make it big,
I want you to support me.
I want to support you too.
Be the one always beside me,
So I can do the same for you, now till the end.
I always love you,
I always do.
Even when I treat you bad,
its your hug, that I find my final resting place in.
Kai Feng, give me your hand.
Cause I will love you still till the end.
RED.
posted @ 2:47 AM |