Its all my fault isn't it?
Like fuck yeah its all your fault for digging into her past.
She told you not to, but then your curiousity killed the cat and guess what.
Now it kills you too.
I'm so sorry to everyone involved,
My bro, Nick.
My good friend, Yimin.
My buddy, ST.
My love's good friend, Sylvia.
And of course to that very dear one of mine, Jade.
I think sorry is not enough anymore at this point of time.
Cause I hate my split personality.
I can't take it anymore, life is not as simple as I want it to be.
I'm just a simple person why does life have to make complications for me.
Its just a past thing, why do I have to dig into it?
Why did I even bother to think about what could be in her computer that I fear to see?
I don't want to think about it anymore.
I'll disappear from here, away from here.
To find what I really want to do, how to find a cure for myself.
I'm sad, really sad.
Sad because I caused her sadness for no reason.
Unreasonably me, angry and disappointed.
This time I want to say to myself, "Willie Teoh Wei Li, You fucking screwd up your life and you suck big time."
RED.
posted @ 11:22 AM |