RED the Unsociable.5488.
No one knows me.
I'm a hated person.
Love dance, the only thing that embraced me with open arms.
Love to eat, drink and do some sports.
Love to drive, getting license and a car soon.
"Jadey" Jade
TAGBOARD________________
LINKS_____________________
Aloysius "Shindoz"
Seow Ting "Sentimental Ting"
Su Ling "Forest"
Yimin "Barley"
Lavone "One Lav"
Jannson "Beatbox Jing"
Darren "Big Man"
S Her Main "Shinno"
INSPIRATIONS______________
Yokoi as Newstyle Judge for Juste Deboute
COUNTER___________________
I feel disappointed, i feel bad.
I feel angry, i feel sad.
Why?
It has nothing to do with anything, I just feel remorse.
I just felt that there is something I can do, way before time.
Sometime I could have asked fate to make.
I feel so sorry for the both of us because I could have appeared earlier.
I just wished I appeared 2 years back, appearing as someone 2 years later.
Time, the only thing that I can't control at all.
The only thing that always kills me, always let me down.
Continuously, I've been tormented by this one factor in everyone's life.
We're all tied down by time, a slow ticking bomb that ends our life.
We live to die and our time gives us the number.
I thought I can fight it back, but twisting time to my own.
But unfortunately, time is not something anyone can manipulate.
I failed.
I feel retarded and kiddish, to be bothered by the time's past.
Its past isn't it?
I've learn to let go when I know I can't handle it.
To forgive is to forget.
At least I know what I have to, and I don't have to know anymore any longer.
Because history has its limits, and it ends there.
Yesterday is history, tomorrow is a prediction.
Embrace today because its special thats why its called the Present.
I started coughing today.
Weird, I just recovered slightly from throat inflame and fever.
Now I have cough?
Life's not started out straight.
Performance coming up again, and look at the crew all scattered.
Go touch your conscience and ask yourselves what are you all doing now.
What do you all want.
I know what I want.
I'll keep dancing.
I'll go work.
I'll keep my room clean.
I'll train harder than ever.
I'll keep to my curfews.
I'll love my Jade more each day.
Someday everyone will disappear, but I want everyone to remember.
We had a good time when we were once together.
We shared laughters, sadness, quarrels and disagreements once.
P.S: My hands are trembling today again, because I don't know what to do, again.
I'll go on with life, and my cranes. I'll be waiting for you to join me.
RED.
posted @ 6:43 AM |