JADE PAINTS MY WORLD RED

Saturday, October 18, 2008

I'm feeling spacy today and thus I got alot of time to think.
First major problem that I find with the current tertiary students who are dancing.
They have too many things to do for themselves, dance to them is nothing but pure interest.
I've seen people wear big clothes and say its for them to dance with comfort.
But I still see them try to wear as hippy as they can when they go out.
Ignoring the facts that they aren't dancing at all.
I'm one of them, but oddly enough I always find myself dancing wherever I go.
I don't see that in other people.
Of course there are people like me whom I know, Seng Kiat and Freddy.
All have the same habit but they seem to be much more better than me overall.
Ha, maybe I hang out with too many average dancers, my standards also dropping already.
My brother once again asked if I found a job and I was reluctant to reply.
Maybe I should REALLY consider giving up dance and go get a job.
Anyways I'm heading into army soon, who the hell will remember me anyways?
G.U.C won't stand the day I said it won't, because of the bond of people in it.
Everyone's got a different aim and they are having OTOT with it.
No one wants to improve because they don't have the determination to do so.
So once again why are you dancing for? Interest? Hobby?
Even people who dance as interest works hard for it.
I've never really seen lazy dancers, really.
But I've seen a few nowadays, sadly, those open mouth say but never do.
Disappointment, maybe I don't do anything, then I see what they can do.
The group survived because of me, but it will not keep surviving because I'm around.
I hate the facts that the group is relying on me for steps, and everything else.
And when there is no dance, they just fuck around and wait.
Oh come on, someone here with money wants to commercialise us.
And everyone's lying around waiting for what? Gold to drop from sky?
I don't get it, its a motivation to work harder, but the team is getting to relaxed about everything.
They throw their commitment around, skipping sessions for something else.
Tell me, they are paying you money to do it.
What has anything else pay you for?
Time? Think about it, how many sessions we have a week, 2? 5 days wtf are you doing that you have to skip sessions to do OTHER THINGS somemore.
Priorities and commitments, I question it over and over again.
If its that important, please just go back and study and forget about everything.
When we're getting successful, everyone breaks apart.
Use your brains people, you set up a name and people wanna invite you for commercialised items you all slack off and wait for what thing?

Go think, I'm lazy already.
Since you all wanna laze, fine I'll laze with ALL of you.
Then we see November 2nd what you all wanna do.
And keep rejecting offers, go ahead.
In just a week of two, you see our group will get replaced EASILY.
At that point of time, don't fucking whine why this happens.
Go ask your conscience if you all did anything when the opportunity comes.
Go read up on Opportunity Cost if you're a noob fuck.

P.S: Sorry sorry sorry to jade for vulgarities. But the rest? _|_

RED.

posted @ 4:36 AM |