I came to realise how far I am away from dance.
How much deprovement I have since when I was still in NRA.
Maybe going to work and stopping my classes with ann was a bad idea afterall.
I feel like the sessions are worthless, and worse come to worse, i don't feel anything about it anymore.
Its like, are we training? or are we just dancing around?
Are we just standing around looking at other people?
Are we just finding out friends and talk to them about the recent things?
Are we just gonna sit down play game or play with our mates?
What session is that already? A chat-chit get together session?
Its only 2 days a week, I had 7 days of training last time.
So much deprovement, I don't even feel like doing anything.
Last time six pack become one pack, muscles all become fats.
Turn also cannot turn properly, constantly using back the same moves over and over again.
I guess it wasn't such a good environment for me after all.
Headhunt more for me please.
I'm not without faith or motivation, but until now?
I'm just losing them faster than anyone else.
RED.
posted @ 12:57 PM |